I'm tired

I'm tired. I'm crying because of her. I regret. I want to leave. but I can't admit it to her. I'm scared. suddenly she refuses me and says that this is my job. I'm truly afraid of her for the first time. this is weird. kalectiv. this is scary. They didn't like me right away. I don't want to know them. and now myself too. Kira, I want to leave you for a while. sorry. I failed you for the first and last time. Frogi, I want to get away from you for a while. I'm sorry. I let you down for the first and last time.