Messages to the Universe

Right now, I'm just doing anything to avoid everything. It's tough. At least I am taking a break from work and resting and recovering. Schmidt is such a relatable character. He also needs some laying time. This is gonna be alright. Motherfucker, it's uhhh. Breath in, breath out. Crystals, huh? Winston is funny as hell. Laying feels nice, but not for too long. Tomorrow going to have fun at the corporate evening. Everything is gonna be alright. I have gotten up before, I can get up again. The lesson is stop letting people walking over me. Even family, friends, loved ones. They are going to respect my ground and boundaries. I can't make people happy, but I can make them listen to me. I've got to talk to you. Uhhh, we're back. I want to sit less on my phone, read more, spend time outside, work on my body, dance, watch bingeworthy TV shows and movies, and spend quality time with quality people. My energy is flowing inside of me and outflows to vibrate with the Universe. What characters resonate close to me? Schmidt for sure, I also get Jess and a bit of Winston. Uncool sensitive weirdos, who are doers and follow their strengths and passions, big dreamers. Rinat is a mix of Cece and Nick. Not gonna lie, I want Rinat to suffer so much, to be in so much pain and regret. I want him to cry over me and beg me to reconcile the relationship with me and be a couple again. I know, that's petty. That petty part of me, but what can I do? What can I do, is to have empathy for petty me. As my man Schmidt said, I never gonna stop making you happy, Rinat Heard that, Cece admits she is in love with Schmidt. As Jess, I need a guy who shows up. Fast forward, Schmidt and Cece are engaged. Huzzah, hooray. So us, I and Rinat