Peace
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Tiredness has set in, evening has arrived
The eyes are all split, the heart is in the wrong place,
A parade passed through the disheveled bed.
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And what a sight this is! Look at yourself,
You live a mediocre life day after day.
Nothing changes, there is emptiness all around
And I feel so miserable, I cling to the window.
What do I see? — ask, as if from a fire,
I will answer that it is more, I feel sadness.
I really like that feeling, weaving in circles,
The coals were extinguished, finding peace again.
That seed went out, that I went out,
Those faces faded, leaving me behind.
Nothing changes, year follows year
And here I am writing, once again lagging behind in my work.
I see the sun in the window, shining for no reason,
It sets so late, spring has passed here.
Here are the crowns of the trees, spread out into the distance,
Here the heart is desperate, it’s rushing, but it’s a pity.
What is this verse about, where did the cruelty come from?
Why did you turn away? I didn’t even pass by here.
Nothing, the greenery is like a dome, it protects — preserving
And even though everything was so countable, they abandoned me.
And what is my fault, and where is my destiny?
I will lay all that chaos on my heart,
Let him calm down, let him calm down,
I so want to become different, or move into someone else.
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Where is happiness, where is steel, where are morals and time?
Everything is empty around, and the sun has set again.
And again the darkness brings its roar
And again I am alone, among these demands.
What is the meaning of everything? And is the meaning in me?
So who will satisfy my own prayer?
And who needs it, I will remain alone,
After all, peace refreshes itself.