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20 марта 2026 г., 20:53
Примечания:
Стих рифмуется лучше, когда читаешь на английском . Перевод написала в [?].
The one thing was told me every day:
U're gonna waste ur time with learning languages
Bcs u're doing nothing to succeed in that,
Just sitting in ur room and staring at the screen
Pretending like u're studying.
And then u do nothing the previous day
Bcs u need rest or just u feel tired.
Ok. U wanted to learn new languages.
But u aren't good enough to feel tired to take a rest,
Like only bcs u've done smth neither helpful nor hard.
Lights turned off, my wings were broken.
I literally was laying on the bathroom floor
Fighting with my fixation to end life like this
With blood flowing down my thighs
And hair covering my ears and face;
I only heard the annoying noise that day
That was worse than screaming in the water.
So hours were flowing.
Then came night.
I'd love to be dead that try.
Thighs were itchy, with dried blood.
I literally could scrub it all away at once.
Then one day I saw the light .
It was brighter then my life at all.
And i started feel my body light like it weights nothing.
So u just need to wait more for better life.
Not years. But few months.
So after rain sun will come.
And after bad things good ones start to show..
16.03.2026
Примечания:
Смысл в том, что кто бы что бы не говорил, тебе нужно добиваться своего, настаивать на своем, если тебе кажется, что так будет лучше. Несмотря, насколько плохо к тебе бы не относились, что бы ты не чувствовал, всегда все изменится к лучшему. "После дождя наступит солнце"...
