I alone
Alone in my head.
You need to talk,
But i need a help.
You ask me why, and no answer yet.
"Don't worry, fine", im lie again.
So useless things do every day.
Im drown myself when wake up today.
Leave me alone with my dumb thoughts.
I think to much, but that insecure.
Forget myself, my existence.
When i disappeare it help yourself
I feel so empty, silence in head.
Im trying to live, but i'm tired of that.
It hurts for other, i know that's well.
Im very sorry, but you have to tolerate.
Im send a message, when to do my end.
Oh maybe nothing, cause it hurts again.
I cant decide do it or not.
Still I have the strength, but its not to much.
I'm going to live as long as can.
But can't to promise, that i'm be okay