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[Verse1]: Death. I think about it every day. I wish for myself, then I remember someone else. Neighbors don't let me live, I wish them to die — And so every day, round and round, forever. I'm already tired of everything and enrages me. And these thoughts also enrage me. But otherwise it's too joyful to live — Definitely not my option. [Bridge]: I continue to exist and still get confused in my thoughts. Concentrating, I begin to dream the best. [Chorus]: Clap! — I am scolded for hovering in the clouds, they ask me to be more serious. And I'm distracted again by this fucking life. Pretending that everything is fine, I try to hold back the tears. And I want to die again. [Verse2]: Among all the good things that happened to me I clearly remember the bad too. "People are cruel" - it has always been that way. But it seems to me that I came across these most of all. I don't understand why I need all this? Like a punishment for my worthless life. [Bridge]: I continue to exist and still get confused in my thoughts. Concentrating, I begin to dream the best. [Chorus]: Clap! — I am scolded for hovering in the clouds, they ask me to be more serious. And I'm distracted again by this fucking life. Pretending that everything is fine, I try to hold back the tears. And I want to die again. [Verse 3]: There are, of course, bright moments, I admit it. (I'm not that unhappy) (Ha😏) But amid disease, problems, loneliness and want it's just a sunbeam in a dark cave. The moment passed - and again the sadness seizes. I constantly feel a lack of something but I can't even say what exactly. [Bridge]: I continue to exist and still get confused in my thoughts. Concentrating, I begin to dream the best. [Chorus]: Clap! — I am scolded for hovering in the clouds, they ask me to be more serious. And I'm distracted again by this fucking life. Pretending that everything is fine, I try to hold back the tears. And I want to die again(disappear).