Stray Kids’ dates

«Do you love yourself? No.» You’ve watched this video for million times. How can this incredible man hate himself? You were upset hearing such awful things from the love of your life. - Take it back.- you said it right after Chris stepped into the room. - What?- his questionable face was worth remembering. He didn’t really get you. You showed him the video from the old live which made your heart hurts. - You know, Y/N… I used to have some dark things crossing my mind. But lemme explain my train of thoughts. There are ups and downs in every person’s life. And that exact day was literally terrible. I’ve barely fallen asleep, the day after that I had to stream on Vlive in this kind of condition. And there were lots of unpleasant comments from people that can’t be named STAY. I was just tired… He started rubbing his neck looking at the floor. You were sitting on the sofa next to him with a palm on his knee warming it up. -I’m…I’m so sorry Channie. I wasn’t going to make you feel so bad again. I’m just worried about you as always. -Yeah, I know and I’m thankful for that. I feel so silly for these thoughts but I try to be honest with you. «Will she ever look at me and think “wow he’s so amazing. I want to make him smile all the time. I want him to be my husband.”» Lots of questions were bothering his mind. «Will I ever be loved? Do I have anything to be loved for? STAY give us so much love but will she?» - Hey Chris, have you finished? We’re heading to the dorm. Will you join us?- Felix popped up into the studio room in order to take the leader home. Chan rubbed his redded eyes. - Yes, just wait outside for a while. You couldn't just held your tears back and teardrops started flowing down your cheeks. You were really sentimental and the story of his life was adding hurting factor. He opened his heart to you to take care of it. - Oh, you’re such a crybaby.- he giggled giving you a big hug. - But I’m your crybaby.- your voice was trembling even when you calmed down. - “I’m yours”,- he sang the line from your favourite song that he played for audition and on livestreams. You want to cover him. You want to be his comfort blanket. He needs to have his person around to come up to. He deserves to have a comfort place where expression of thoughts and feelings and crying out are allowed. It’s common for everyone to have bad days when you want to cry all day long.