*Appeal to the Legend

The first time I heard you, I just shrugged. I wasn't interested in you. I didn't see the fire in you that could attract me. But then... The first song I listened to was "Rap God". I couldn't make sense of it. It was too small. For me, it was just like a bomb. Something like "the fastest rap in the world". But you weren't a hero to me. Then I suddenly became interested. Who are you? What did you go through to get this crown? Do you deserve to wear it? I thought about it for a long time, not knowing yet. what you've been through along the way. After seeing your biography... I admired it. "We're with him... Damn, we look alike! " my mind screamed as I flipped through page after page, wanting to get to know you as well as possible. From that moment on, I had an imaginary hero. No matter what happens, I always tell my "friend Eminem" everything, and most often it is these dreams... These flights... They saved me. You know, I didn't see you as a person. You were just all-powerful to me. You were just a legend to me. And now... Damn, Marshall, how bitter it was when I heard you say something like " drop two nuclear bombs on Russia." With those words, you destroyed my entire world in an instant. All the things I've been building for so long... Collapsed. I walked around pale, howling in pain at night. Why. And you know, Marsh, I'm going to address you as an equal right now. Yes, I am a simple fourteen-year-old teenager with a lot of difficulties in life... But you're my hero. And for you, I overcame my disappointment. I got up and walked on. But without you. Thank you, Marshall. You, even without being around, broke me, thereby making me stronger. I don't blame you. and really, from the bottom of my heart, I say thank you. It's time for me to move on. You'll always be a childhood legend to me...