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Sam initiates a sexual encounter in which Max would have to top to counteract Max’s jealousy, but Max has been using secretly to do more work/distract himself. He’s nervous about his capability to perform and asks Sam to take a pill of ecstasy before they do it to make Sam feel good no matter what. Sam is hesitant. Though he finds it oddly charming that Max prioritizes his pleasure over his own ego.
I imagine it like this: after another lesson, Sam gets home and gently hints that he'd like Max to do what he normally does to Max, because "Tonight, I want you to own me completely so you could see that I'm yours and nobody else's." Max crumbles instantly: he admits right off the bat, in a huge panic, that he can't get it up tonight no matter how much Sam wants him to. That he relapsed and numbed his libido with stimulants to the point he doesn't even jerk off anymore – too wired, too impatient. Sam is visibly disappointed. They argue. Max tries to save the evening by presenting Sam with an ecstasy pill, saying "I'll do what I can, but if it fails, this little thing will guarantee you're not going to go to sleep hating me for not being able to satisfy you." Sam hesitates. Then he refuses and hugs Max instead: "Maybe next time. Just hold me tonight." They fall asleep in each other's arms, Sam thinking about whether his part-time teaching gig is working out at all, and Max simply feeling like shit.
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